Here I am, at the mid-point that elusive point in time where you double what you've lived to find the end. I'm on a tight rope between two buildings and it scares me to go forward although I know it's not an option to go back . Maybe readers it's that confusion that arises as you shed your childish ways and stumble to grow-up but that would be too logical an answer, far too logical for everything I've discovered in the past five months.
As I sat with my fellow CBYXer's It came to me that I would soon be gone, my life here mostly forgotten to everyone but myself. I could not go back home at this point without my journey feeling utterly incomplete. There are things that I have yet to experience there are people I have yet to befriend and I will not be satisfied till I know that my goals are accomplished. The last five months have been about acquiring the tools I needed to succeed stumbling in the process and discovering myself and my potential. I have learned to correct some of my flaws and discovered new one's too, everyday I remind myself to work against them to become the person I want to be. I have also learned to appreciate and embrace my virtues, no matter what I do not seek to change the things that give me identity and make me happy.
On the topic of being happy I've also realized certain things that will likely affect the rest of my life, I've learned readers what I want to do with my life and where I want to be but I've also learned that that place could be anywhere .
So my answers aren't exactly precise, but neither is life and fitting plans into boundaries just makes it that much harder to be extraordinary. With the tool's I've acquired the last couple of months and the new found knowledge about myself I'm ready to take the next months by storm and let actions accredit my learning experiences.
Deine Amanda
As I sat with my fellow CBYXer's It came to me that I would soon be gone, my life here mostly forgotten to everyone but myself. I could not go back home at this point without my journey feeling utterly incomplete. There are things that I have yet to experience there are people I have yet to befriend and I will not be satisfied till I know that my goals are accomplished. The last five months have been about acquiring the tools I needed to succeed stumbling in the process and discovering myself and my potential. I have learned to correct some of my flaws and discovered new one's too, everyday I remind myself to work against them to become the person I want to be. I have also learned to appreciate and embrace my virtues, no matter what I do not seek to change the things that give me identity and make me happy.
On the topic of being happy I've also realized certain things that will likely affect the rest of my life, I've learned readers what I want to do with my life and where I want to be but I've also learned that that place could be anywhere .
So my answers aren't exactly precise, but neither is life and fitting plans into boundaries just makes it that much harder to be extraordinary. With the tool's I've acquired the last couple of months and the new found knowledge about myself I'm ready to take the next months by storm and let actions accredit my learning experiences.
Deine Amanda
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